weird science

so lately my physics teacher has been acting like a nutcase.
more so than usual. its the popularly accepted opinion that the man is on crack.
he spent our double period talking in circles about nothing relating to physics. he talked about a scientist who discovered light reflection - nothing about light reflection - and how he claimed to be a virgin til death. then he went on to say that the bible was absolute truth above all things. My friend told me he even asked her if he could use the restroom.
He was complaining about Mr. Josephs. Apparently Mr. Dooher's curriculum or w.e was way too long to get til the end of the school year. ha.
rumors are that his madness is because he's going to be fired soon (because he doesn't give tests and also doesn't give hw)

Good riddens I say.

I need to find someone who's boss at guitar who can help me write my songs.
I was slightly insulted the other day when Michael asked me what the hell i would be recording in a studio. So I can't do anything but lyrics and vocals. That doesn't make me any less of a musician and he gets minus bf points for saying that. I was kind of stuck on the knowledge that we probably won't be together forever but I know to think that we would be is just stupid. But then I make lists in my head of things that michael doesn't have that i would look for in someone else. Having him as my bf is a challenge because of his ego and my own ego. I feel like I keep my mouth shut too often. Not very often but i do sometimes.

I'm not going to dwell on it though. I'm just going to live in the moment.

Take Me Off Your List (imagine with piano solos in between verses and heavy guitars during)

I’m not just trying to convince you

To see things my way

I’m just trying to show you

That there’s something wrong with your way

The world's not such a lovely place

when you look from on high

but nothing's gonna change

if you sit there and stare

If you think that this is over

You’ve got another thing coming

If you think this can still go on

Take me off your list right now

The world's not such a lovely place

when you look from on high

but nothing's gonna change

if you sit there and stare

(this be the bridge)

You can launch me - up

And I will move far

past all the things you see

and I can know for sure

that you'll ne-ver catch me

(verse)

(chorus)

Writing and Books

I've been reading (not really) Dracula for english class and it got me back into finishing the anne rice novels. Reading them has in turn inspired new stories for me to write. I really want to start a story thats ORIGINAL and finsish it.

I'm done with my fanfics (hah! as if i could do that) and I think I want to write a vampire novel. What a surprise that Kay would want to write about vampys.
I just find so much about them interesting and I don't just mean the lore, the meaning behind it all and philosophy about life.

Anne Rice, I would have more respect for her if she remained an atheist, but I respect her decision. Theres a lovely mystery and magical feeling to believing in all this gothic catholicism. Its dark and in a strange way really deep.

I love cathedrals and I love gothic themed... anything. Theres something about making the innocent evil that makes you think. The dichotomy is beautiful. Nothing looks on the inside the way it does outside.

I wonder who reads this, besides my jojo. My last entry was veyr moody and emotional. Pms took over my life for four days. Never been that bad before.