I Am

So I'm feeling down. Both of the guys I have dated (and completely fell for) in the past now have girlfriends and I'm single. Single, lonely, boring.
I wrote a poem. I still feel shitty. I watch some Lady Gaga. and I'm struck by something.

an idea.

that I can recreate myself.

that I don't have to be the lonely loser.

that If I really wanted to I could be someone who isn't me.

dress differently. wear makeup all the time.

If other people believe that I'm someone different...
does that mean that I am?

I Am

I'm ugly
I'm a loser
I have no sense of fashion
I have no talent
I'm not interesting
I'm boring
I have acne
I have poofy hair
I have no life
I have few friends
I have nothing
I'm only as good as other people think i am
I think this way
because I'm a loser
because I'm ugly
because I have no sense of fashion...