Still Don't Know

There's no such thing as love
Not anymore
I can't feel it

But hate
It grows so strong inside of me
Boiling until it bursts

Releasing itself
Like a bomb went off inside my head
Obliterating everything in sight

Until nothing is left
No feeling
So I must be dead

Just lying here
In nothingness
The room turns white

The walls are white
The floors are white
the walls are all white

Blank stare on my face
Walk towards my only door out

It's so tiny
I don't know how to fit through

Tug the handle
Jiggle it a little
Push and Shove but nothing moves
Desperately banging into the door

I'm growing smaller
and smaller

As I throw my whole body into it
and come hurling through

The Struggle to get out
Finally over

But I'm awake in my bed
Cold and alone
And I still don't know
What's on the other side